Tuesday, 14 March 2017


March 14, 2017 0 Comments

Are all goodbyes are bad? If so, why is there a good in goodbyes? 

Goodbyes are painful, I hate the thought of saying goodbyes with knowing that I will not see them forever. The thought of someone being a part of your life, but the word " goodbye " can you set you apart. 

The thought of letting you go is no new thoughts in my head. I want to but I don't want to at the same time. There was never an us, but why do I have to let you go? Once I was a girl in love with you, but now I was a girl who's still in love with you but I also want to let you go too. 

If I let you go, would I not feel the pain in my heart. But if I don't, do I have to bear with the consequences?  A part of me is still wishing for love, but a part of me just gave up. 

If destiny is real, it this destiny's work? Maybe I'm not meant for you? Or maybe destiny is finding ways for us. I never believed in destiny anyway. 

Love messed me up a lot of times anyway, from my first love to you. I was such a love sick that's why. I keep wishing for a fantasy that is far from reality. 

I hoped that you like me too but that was just an expectation and the reality is you don't. I kept pushing you, I tried everything, but nothing has come out the way I dreamt. 

So tell me again, 

Is there a good in goodbyes?

I don't think so.

Sunday, 29 January 2017

January 29, 2017 0 Comments

Love is an unexplainable feeling, We fall in love with a person who's totally unexpected. We also can't force love at a certain person. It comes naturally. 

For me love is like seeing the cherry blossoms in spring, it makes me happy. Have you every had a feeling when you see a person, and you can feel your face heating up, and suddenly you blush? or every time you talk, you don't have to force yourself to smile because you smile naturally? Your world just lights up every time he smiles, and his voice is like a happy melody... Every day you wait for his message and when he replies it's like the happiest moment of your day, you check your phone every day and just one sound from your phone, but you get disappointed because it's a notification from some of your apps. You think of him every morning when you wake up and before you fall asleep you think about the interactions you have today. That is what I think about love.

Ahh, love is truly a wonderful thing. 

But love is like a roller coaster it has up's and downs. I may not have a relationship experience but due to some stories, I've heard some people have unrequited love or some people break ups just because the other doesn't feel the same anymore. 

One sided love sucks, The feeling of loving a person with all your heart but knowing that he doesn't feel the same way about you. You feel your world crashes, and your heart suddenly hurts. That hurts bad. 

But still, love is a wonderful thing.